After ten years of civil war, three weeks of demonstrations in 2006 brought an end to the King's rule and the restoration of Parliament. This ended a conflict that had claimed more than 13,000 lives, displaced 40,000 people and inflicted considerable physical, psychological, social and economic damage on these Himalayan people. The impact of this conflict is not obvious to me, but now and again you notice; last week the government declared no money feature a picture of the king would be legal tender; in our household at panic ensued – empty your piggy bags, getting sorting and quickly change the money before its useless.
The years of insurgency slowed down growth and development to a degree where some remote regions in Nepal saw a regression in terms of food security, participation in national issues and availability of basic services. Five years later one-third of the population still lies below the poverty line, the Nepalese have the lowest life expectancy in Asia and the largest share of undernourished children.
Tuesday, 22 March 2011
Festivals and Faces!
Wednesday, 16 February 2011
Cauliflower!
I went to the village for a couple of days last week...where we also ate cauliflower. On the 4 hour bus journey I was fortunate enough to be sat on the correct side; the side where I couldn’t see how few inches of road remained at the edge of a massive drop into an icy Himalayan torrent. But we reached our destination safely, ate rice...and cauliflower...as I proclaimed for the hundredth time about the enormous amount of rice Nepali people eat, Jiban said ominously ‘you will see why later’. And I did. The climb up to the village was roughly equal to four hours of step aerobics. It wasn’t unpleasant though, women from the village bounded down the hillside in their bright saris, some bouncing babies tied to their backs. At the top a view of the lovely village of Yanglakot and the snowy tops of the high himals peeked over the lower foothills to greet us. At 1832 meters were 488 metres higher than Ben Nevis.
Our bags followed us up. Sexistly I had expected a male porter, but a smiling lady had arrived, shorter and skinner than me. Not only did she load my massive high tech rucksack with loads of technical bits for carrying it, into her wicker basket (ah the irony), she also loaded the bags of the other three staff, a bit of shopping from the local town and proceeded to do the 4 hours of step aerobics. Amazing! Throughout the week I saw people carrying inordinate amounts using wickets baskets - its balanced using strap on the top of the head and rested on the lower back. Nepalis say that if you pick up a water buffalo every day from the day it is born, you would be able to carry a fully grown one, after seeing that women with all our bags, there’s a part of me that wants to believe it!
Our PHASE health workers can’t go 5 steps in the village with someone greeting them and wanting to chat, it’s obvious they are very well respected. Yanglakot is the LEAST remote of our health posts, others are up to 7 days walk from the road. Our young health workers (most of them are in their early 20’s) live in the villages for most of the year and deal with anything the communities might throw at them. Acting as doctor, nurse, midwife, counsellor, paramedic they are often the only health professional for miles around. In Pushbar’s house two bags sit, waiting, in the corner, one labelled ‘emergency’ the other ‘delivery’, she ready to go out any time of the night of day to help.
I managed to spend a little bit of time in school, we have some alternative schools here to allow children to catch up, the teachers are fantastically committed, I think resource wise they have less than a lot of the Cambodian schools I went to. The houses look so cute, and make for great scenery against the tiered paddy fields which now, as it dry season, contain potatoes and mustard. As they are made out of stone, it makes it cold inside.
Just one last thing - this morning there was a woman at the bus stop with a goat on a lead?!
Sunday, 30 January 2011
Week one
At ‘home’ I was warmly welcome by Amma, my Nepali mum. We communicate well given we share no common words; she’s more confident than me than I will pick up some Nepali soon! She usually wears a smile and constantly does that funny head waggle, which generally denotes agreement on most of the Indian subcontinent, unless I try to do something for myself. It feels wrong to leave my dinner plate where it is for her to clear and to be brought coffee on a tray, but that the way it works here it is an insult to her hospitality to try to help. Maybe in time she’ll let us get involved. I did feel I was becoming a real part of the family when a couple of days in she offered to help me die my hair black! I don’t think I fit in too well as the only blond of her large household!
For the first few days, I wondered through the Kathmandu smog in a dream like state...is this Cambodia? No....it’s really cold. Broken pavements, crazy traffic, little shops selling everything random, there was just so much familiar from my former home, I found it strange and almost unsettling but soon stopped noticing similarities and looked at what was different...
I’ve not seen too much of the city yet, mainly just the inside of my office so I need to steal Claires words here but it's a view I am starting to share, Kathmandu has 'resilience, grimy, chaotic dignity as well as sutble but piercing beauty'. We get the bus to work - they pull up, a guy yells something inaudible, luckily Claire recognises it as where we need to go, hand over 10p fare, we’re off. Lunch time on the second day, out on the balcony of our sixth floor office, a treat - the cloud (or is it smog?) curtains had drawn back to reveal the snow capped peaks of some very big mountains. They haven’t returned since.
There are a lot of types of shoes here. Outdoor shoes. Shoes to worn in kitchens and inbetween rooms of the house. Socks to be worn in rooms with carpet. And bathroom shoes, to be worn in (you got it) in bathrooms. I haven’t quite got the hang of the all the changes yet.
Power in Kathmandu is hydro and although you think they would have quite a lot of water running off those big hills it seem not as there are constant power cuts. The difference electricity makes to life is huge – no lights after 6pm and no computer when the battery dies is difficult. It does feel a bit like constantly camping, it is as cold inside as outside (in the daytime, colder inside) we sit in the office huddled in outdoor coats on till about 10am. My hair hasn't seen too much water since we’ve been here, as sticking my head under the icy cold (and not overly clean) trickle that come out of the shower seem too painful, we are awaiting our own gas stove.
I am really excited about the opportunities there are with PHASE to develop their education work, I am going to field on Tuesday, for up to 9 days, that feels like a fair while but I am sure it will be a great experience and I am looking forward to seeing our project villages and getting into schools.
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Thursday, 1 April 2010
Leaving the Land of Sunshine, Smiles and Suprises
I haven’t written my blog for a while and I feel this entry will be more about me than Cambodia; that’s ok it makes me feel like the Carrie Bradshaw of Ban Lung but less ‘Sex in the City’ and more ‘Dust in the Village’ (thought the official title is 'Ban Lung City'...), I’ve replaced the Jimmy Choo’s with 50 cents flip flops and the New York taxi with the oldest motorbike you have ever seen...but hey ho, it has its own special sort of glamour!
It gets harder to write about differences here as time goes on and you start to see how much is the same and differences become normal but in the last few weeks I have started seeing things with new eyes again....
Arriving home from a lovely week in the capital, Phnom Penh, it has just hit me that a week today I will be preparing to leave and return to the homeland, on the journey back I started to think what I will miss. As soon as I got home it was obvious – sitting in the sun with great view over the lake, within 5 minutes my landlady’s daughter was inviting me to eat mango with her and her friends, i have been invited to a wedding this evening, people here are just so welcoming and friendly. I will miss my Khmer friends so much they are true optimists, always ready with a smile and a compliment. In many ways I will miss the slower pace of life, the space and the simplicity of life here.
Reading back over the blogs I wrote in my first weeks here so much has changed - I felt so uneasy about the jungle noises, now it’s just a comforting backdrop of sound, I was shocked by how dark it got, now I appreciate it’s just a better chance to see the stars, I didn’t understand the language and culture, I still don’t, but I have learnt so much and really come to appreciate the Cambodia ways.
So in the true spirit of VSO I have started to reflect (god, yes really!) and thinking about what I learned…
How to ride a motorbike – ok so I wouldn’t hop on any bike back in the
How to speak Khmer – my khmer is still much worse than most of my VSO colleagues and when I try and speak quick I still always get I, you, we, her/him which is makes me feel pretty incompetent but here it doesn’t seem to matter so much, if you say 3 words people either don't have a clue that you are speaking khmer or are impressed and claim ‘che khmai’ – ‘you can speak Cambodian’.
Patience – So I am still not the most patience person on earth and never will be but I did think I knew that given time, encouragement and patience amazing things can come from unexpected corners, but until I asked the same question 5 times getting a completely different answer each time and then took the time to understand that every answer was actually right for its own reasons...I think I can say I have learnt more patience.
If you keep hitting your head against a brick wall it’s going to hurt – the wisdom of Tania…there’s just no more to say…except I don’t know what I would have done without it.
What else…
There is no limit the things you can get on a moto or number of people you can get in a car, mosquitoes are the most annoying creature on earth, you can still like really loud techo music even if you live in a remote village in Cambodia, there are some things that it will never seem right to eat, big spiders might not be my friends but generally they don’t eat you, dust is dusty....and a 10000 other things.
Obviously I have learnt more than I can mention professionally and if I haven’t already I could bore you by talking about it here, I could write another ten pages about the world of ‘development’ but I am not going to because what I have realised is that when you come here it is easy to feel self important as it feels like such a big life move but on leaving I understand more clearly what I tiny weeny part I had in this massive industry, I have my opinions though and they are not all good ones but one thing I will say is that there are lots of great people working in development who really want to see positive change.
So, I am coming home: Sarah G is famous for have a plan – and right now, I the only plans I have is to return to this land of smiles, sunshine and surprises and to carry the memoiries and inspiration of all the amazing people I have been privileged to meet into the next part of my life. What will I do now? Answers on a postcard please. What’s my address? I will let you know when I find one!
Monday, 5 October 2009
Recovering from Ketsana

The river levels have now dropped and many people have returned to their homes. Schools and other public building are housing the homeless. In the provincial capital of Ratanakiri, Ban Lung the local and international NGO’s and the governments Disaster Management Committee have been meeting almost daily to co-ordinate the relief effort. Four wheel drives carrying rice, plastic sheeting, fuel, cooking oil and other essential supplies have been travelling to the district throughout the weekend.
I took a walk up to the school as I had been told the day before by the head of the Provincial Office of Education that many schools had lost all books including text books and some have lost everything. The textbooks have been put out to dry but I am not sure they will be salvageable:
Maybe this used to be their house:
Saturday, 5 September 2009
Almost a Year...
First Aid Training

We offered 26 schools directors first aid training and I was pleased they all turned up, which hopefully meant this was something they were really interested in. Suzanna a VSO doctor from Kratie about 5 hours away kindly agreed to do the training and we funded small first aid kits.
It all went great and there were less ‘local’ suggestions than we expected. Although the generally accepted way to stop a nose bleed is to hit a person on the forehead which, according to Suzanna, is unlikely to stop the bleeding, but may distract the poor kid.

School Directors with thier First Aid Kits
Libraries at SaHa Kar and Ta Lou

Teacher reading to the students
On 3rd July Narin (my assistant) and I set off on the moto to Saha kar school loaded with – 200 books, 7 metres of floor lino, 5 meters of plastic covering for books, a hand wash bowl, two bars of soap, 1 volley ball, 1 football and 2 straw mats...no I didn’t think it would ever be possible to get two people and all that on a moto either, but this is Cambodia and it’s not unusual to see 5 double mattresses or even a house loaded on to the back of a Honda Dream moto.
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New library at the school
We had a fantastic morning setting up the library; the kids were so excited to see their new books. All Cambodian children seem to read out loud so all you could hear by the time we left was a low mumbling as they all read the books. I got some money to pay for the books from a NGO in New Zealand and the money raised in Leeds paid for lino and mats of the floor and plastic to cover the books.
Children choosing books
The roof and beams the community will use to build the libraryFriday, 29 May 2009
Week of Work and Waterfalls
Monday 25th May
The road out of town was like glass this morning, it’s raining A LOT which equals much mud. There was a flood a couple of days ago, a bridge got washed out and a few cattle died. Losing a cow here is a bit like your house burning down at home, you lose a major asset - except I don’t know anyone who’s got cow insurance.
Sitha and the mud!
A 45 minute journey became an hour and a half but due to Sitha’s amazing motobiking abilities we only came close to falling once.
Mouy school was the first stop and I was greeted by 5 boys and no teacher in one classroom and 9 pigs in the other. The boys were all about 16 but in year 5, so 6 school years behind, but hey who’s counting. We left and headed to school number 2, as there is not much you can do with a few pigs and no teachers...

Bei School had managed a teacher but only three students, we had a chat and it seems everyone is out planting crops. Food security is a real issue here, if things don’t get planted on time, crops fail and families starve. When there is farm work to be done, not much else matters. Up against starvation it’s difficult to suggest ways to improve school attendance. That aside the school director was impressed with his new teaching materials (which the teachers made and we laminated) and we went thought his development plan.
We wanted to visit a new school today but after a bit of research we discovered it was 6km down an ox track. Given the mud conditions it really wasn’t the day for ox tracks...
Third up was Pram school, the limping (he’d been bitten by a millipede!?) school director met us with a smile, there were teachers and students – result! The school director here is really young but really keen and I think he really understands what he needs to do to improve the school.
Work starts at 7am so I had done all that before lunch. Two hour lunch breaks are great, Im not sure I will ever get used to grabbing a sandwich at my desk again. The market is currently a sloppy mud mess with rotting vegetables and other unimagables, but I am in charge of cooking at Tanya’s tomorrow and we are a few years off Tesco Metro, so walking books on and shopping list in hand I braved it.
Afternoon was in the office writing labels so they can be translated for the first aid kits we are supplying to schools. We are trying to keep it simple i.e. “this is a plaster, apply it to small cuts” because people may have never used some things before.
Evening was my first attempt as Tom Yam Soup – basically boil stock, kaffir lime leaves, chilli, garlic and lemongrass, add mushrooms, tofu and pak choy boil some more. Then lime juice and coriander. Done. It wasn’t bad for a first attempt.
It’s now 20.06 this is the time of day when it can be quite a lot of effort to pass the time, I don’t have a TV so reading, writing this blog and bed by 10pm.
Tuesday 26th May
Today was an office day to prepare for workshops, after a day in village I am glad to sit at my desk for a bit – met George (another VSO) to talk about making a film that we could use to train teachers. We want to see if we can film a really good lesson and a really bad one and see if the teachers can see the differences.
I have two learning games workshops on Wed and Thurs, so I have to make sure I have lots of games to show the teachers. I will also give them possibily their FIRST EVER copy of the curriculum. Some would suggest a curriculum is kinda essential for teaching and in Cambodia they have a really good document, just most of the teachers have never seen it.
Today’s lunch break feature a swim in the lake, there are not too many tourists around, so apart from 4 guys fishing in the sun I had an entire crater lake to myself - amazing. The lake is the best thing about Ban Lung and I try and go a couple of times a week, Im not quite a brave as Tanya who swims almost 2 kilometres across the middle. Its 57 meters deep so god knows what’s in there... well... a dragon according to local legend!
Afternoon more office and met Kylie about home visits. I work for a NGO called CARE one day a week helping their Community Support Team, we have developed some home visits forms for children who have missed a lot of school. The team just finished the first lot of visits, I have finish the analysis of the results so needed to discuss next steps with Kylie, the field manager for CARE.
Evening we had a ‘girls of Ban Lung dinner’ at Tanya’s house, there are about 6 foreign girls living in Ban Lung, but 4 for dinner tonight. We found out this afternoon Alex has malaria so she wasn’t exactly up for a party (don’t worry mum Malaria is not generally regular occurrence).
Malaria – might be a chance you have it for life as it keeps coming back, but you can take medicine and it should clear up pretty quickly.
Dengue – Makes you feel like you are going to die and there is no treatment, the worst is over in a week but you can feel rubbish for months afterwards; but once your better your ok.
People who have had both say Dengue is worst, to be honest I really don’t want either.
Kylie (Australia works for CARE), Tanya (an English tree surgeon that works in community forestry) and Kathleen (a Philippino working on disaster management) all made dinner. Tanya has an oven so we are still getting over excited about jacket potatoes! Kylie brought the gin....it was a really good evening!

The Ban Lung Girls, looking glum as they all have to write reports tomorrow!
Wednesday 27th May
I was very glad that we had so much stuff to carry we had to take Sitha’s four wheel drive this morning. Motorbikes are getting less and less fun the further and further into the wet season we get.
It is great going to Nong school, the school director is young and enthusiastic and there are two great young teachers. We went through the curriculum and talked about ideas for teaching aids, so much of the teaching here is just reading from the text book and copying the teacher. We worked with the teachers (and roped in a few kids who were hanging about to help) to make teaching resources....

Teachers making resources
Kids helping out
Our last training at this school was about school mapping, basically you draw a map of the village and visit every house to see if the children living there are going to school and if not why not. The director showed me his completed map, he has found 200 children in the local area not going to school... that’s alot even for here. I have brought the forms to the office to analyse the data, after that we will meet with the community representatives and local education people to work out what to do.
School staff and their school map
Afternoon I was back in the office again for a meeting about our ‘Annual Partnership Review’ which is working out with the Provincial Office of Education what worked what didn’t and what we are going to do next year. The actual meeting is in the capital but we have loads of preparation to do.
Another quite evening, there was a huge storm - you know when it is going to be big when stuff starts blowing off the balcony before there is any sign of thunder and lightning, it rained heaps but the thunder wasn’t too bad, sometimes it is so loud it wakes we up in shock in the middle of the night and I think the sky is going to fall in.
Thursday 28th May
It is my assistants Sitha’s last day today, which I am pretty gutted about as it is difficult to get used to working with a translator but he wants to work more on his tourist business. Also my flatmate told me yesterday he wants to move out so I have to find a new place to live which is going to be a bit stressful.
We ran the same workshop as yesterday but today with 14 teachers from 6 different schools. So morning talking through the curriculum, thinking about teaching aids and demonstrating the learning games.
We had a communal lunch with the teachers, Sitha helped the school directors wife do the cooking and the male teachers cracked open the rice wine, a regular occurrence in the village.
Helping with the cooking in the school directors kitchen
Lunch and rice wine
I was a bit worried the drunkenness was going to hinder the afternoon’s performance but the teachers all worked really hard and produced loads of teaching materials.
Making teaching materials
In the evening the VSO team met for a drink for Sitha’s last day, I think he is also a bit sad he is leaving. Sitha brought his wife Ping and his two daughters. As all the kids shout ‘hello’ at any white people Sitha’s older daughter is convinced my name is ‘hello’ she says think like ‘mummy, I saw hello today’
Sitha's wife Ping and her youngest daugherFriday 28th May
Friday was another office day, the school we went to yesterday are building a library but haven’t got any books yet so I did a bit of googling and set off some prospective emails to see if I can get anyone to support them.
I also emailed everyone I know in Ban Lung to see if I can find myself a new place to live within an hour two friends had invited me to stay at their places which was such a big relief. Im going to live with my friend spanish friend Imma who works for a spanish NGO on health issues.
I met Tanya for lunch at Sals, she sell comfort food so we ate and gossiped for two hours.
In the afternoon we had a meeting with UNICEF and the Provincial Office of Education (POE) to discuss future plan for the ‘District Training and Monitoring Team’ that UNICEF have funded. The plans haven’t been made yet but we are supporting the POE to run a big meeting on the 10th to work them all out.
Every Friday all the ex-pats in town gather at A’dams resterant this week was no exception but it was a bit of a quite night so I was home in bed by 10.30
So thats it a week in Ban Lung, the weeks are up and down but the work has definately developed since I got here and some days are great, some days are not so great but its all in a days work.